Rejections, Music and Hate

So the day that I have been dreading has finally arrived, I am now ofically a reject. I had the dubious honour of being rejected by MIT, Princeton and Stanford, oh well i was kinda expecting wasnt I. Truth to tell for the first time in a long time i seriously doubt my abilities, but i think i am just nursing a seriously bruised ego. U know how strange it is the more u get to know someone u really liked u just find the person is an absolutely repulsive piece of bullshit. U think that u can make things right with him/her but just when u think things are fine u learn something else that pushes u away. I tried like a hundres times but in the end i finally realised that this is shit and there are far more important things in life for me. Its not that she is a bitch but something bout her just makes ur hand itch to give her a tight slap and call her a fucking whore. Damn i am sounding like an *****. So now i gotta decide what i am going to decide with my life, i seriously havent got the faintest idea. In the meantime The Smashing Pumpkins feature heavily on my playlist with a healthy dose of Pink Floy, oh sheer beauty, u modern rock acts can suck cock with your formulaic songs and cliched lyrics. Oh yeah the spell checker on blogspot is crap, and pls dont tell me to first type it in a word processor and transfer it.